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actually, i never left. i just kind of forgot about livejournal but uhmm for those who still use this. in the past like 6 months so many things have happened which won't be all typed out on here for your viewing pleasure.. but basically i'm still michelene, but with a more real outlook on life, which is a good one. i'll be living on my own soon, i'm getting "life" started.
<3, & i'm pretty content with how things are going right now, i can say that without any hesitation
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[06 Feb 2007|09:09am] |
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life:
has been really random lately?
i'm pretty much just going with the flow of everything, its chill though.
in like less than 5 months i'll be graduating high school (finally)
everyone tells me that i'll miss it, i thought that was impossible.
but now i think i might, weird.
friday, i'm going to a show with rach, laura, and tanya that should be really fun
saturday, i'll update later :]
uhh thats about all i can think of and thats the furthest into the week my brain will let me go to. ha
now i have to go grade papers. mm loves it
so until later kids, peaceee.
oh & p.s! i miss my friends so if you're reading this then lets plan a day to hang out assholes. -michelle (michelene)
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| another conversation with debby, i cherish these. i really do |
[09 Jan 2007|12:37am] |
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dropDeADBABYY: O h0W t1mE f1iES: i rather lose it to a MAN!!!!
O h0W t1mE f1iES: NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
O h0W t1mE f1iES: ...
O h0W t1mE f1iES: go to sleep
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and stop making fun of my grammar!
dropDeADBABYY: i lose to man!
O h0W t1mE f1iES: HAHAHAHA
O h0W t1mE f1iES: FUCK YOU
dropDeADBABYY: ahahahaha
O h0W t1mE f1iES: BITCHASSSSSSSSSS
O h0W t1mE f1iES: i' m so ashamed
dropDeADBABYY: my uhhhh vagina uhhh only for man! no boy
dropDeADBABYY: ahahah aok sorry
dropDeADBABYY: i love you
O h0W t1mE f1iES: ...
dropDeADBABYY: see you tomorroww sillykinss
O h0W t1mE f1iES: please
O h0W t1mE f1iES: die
dropDeADBABYY: ahahahaha ok but first suck my balls
dropDeADBABYY: and then well talk
O h0W t1mE f1iES: no mother please.
O h0W t1mE f1iES: i be good boy today
O h0W t1mE f1iES: i promise
dropDeADBABYY: hahahaew!
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahahaha
dropDeADBABYY: NO BILLY! YOU SUCK MY BALLS RIGHT NOW! AND YOU DO IT GOOD TOO! OR ILL GET OUT THE ASSBLASTER
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahahaha where's that from?
dropDeADBABYY: i dont know hahahha i made it up
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahahaha pure genius i say!! dropDeADBABYY: AHAHHAA
dropDeADBABYY: thank you. i want a trophy thats a mold of ron jeremys penis
dropDeADBABYY: wrinkles and all
O h0W t1mE f1iES: EWWWWWWW
O h0W t1mE f1iES: can you please just go to sleep?
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and never wake up?
O h0W t1mE f1iES: or something like that
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[16 Oct 2006|02:06pm] |
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i want to do something different to my hair. it's been like 2 months since i've done somethingg
thats like a record. but as always, i don;t know what to do. sooo be a friend and help me out with some ideas :]
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| pardon my motherfucking french. |
[28 Sep 2006|03:26pm] |
ugh, why must people be SO inconsiderate and have no respect at all?
i mean seriously, just because your life sucks doesn't mean you can go screwing around with other peoples. and its pretty much a mystery on how it even got far enough to affect my life, but thats another story for another day. honestly, some people really need to get a life. i'm sorry you're really unattractive and i'm sorry you're on the border-line of obesity but that doesn't mean you have to get revenge on other people by doing stuff to screw things up. i swear on my life you better watch your fucking back because i am coming for you mother fucker.
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wowowow i haven't updated in such a long time! and so many things have happened. hmm since the last time i've updated...
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how a regular conversation between debbie and i looks like:
O h0W t1mE f1iES: heyy
drop dead babyy: hi poopie
O h0W t1mE f1iES: sup
O h0W t1mE f1iES: remember how i told you about the dog who bit my ankles?
O h0W t1mE f1iES: well..more like nipped
O h0W t1mE f1iES: anyways that same dog came out and attacked two children
O h0W t1mE f1iES: who was walking with their grandma
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and one of the kid got scared and fell on his butt
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and that's when the dog attacked him
drop dead babyy: oh shittt
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and my mom and dad saw the whole thing
drop dead babyy: what happened
drop dead babyy: hahaha
O h0W t1mE f1iES: haha
O h0W t1mE f1iES: my dad went OFFFFF on her
O h0W t1mE f1iES: i heard all the yelling from outside
O h0W t1mE f1iES: so i came out too
drop dead babyy: really?
O h0W t1mE f1iES: yeaah dude
drop dead babyy: damnn
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and the grandma was going crazy too
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and the grandma kept yelling, " i sue you i sue you"
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and my mom was like yeah!
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and then the woman who had the dog kept bowing her head saying i so sowie.
drop dead babyy: ahahahahaha
O h0W t1mE f1iES: twas an interesting sight
drop dead babyy: hahha i bet it was
O h0W t1mE f1iES: is oatmeal good?
O h0W t1mE f1iES: i never had oatmeal in my life
O h0W t1mE f1iES: i'm thinking it's like a soggy granola bar.
drop dead babyy: i fucking love oatmeal
drop dead babyy: not soggy but colse to a granola bar
O h0W t1mE f1iES: reaaally?
O h0W t1mE f1iES: so it's sweet?
drop dead babyy: its yumyyy
O h0W t1mE f1iES: my mom cackles when she laughs
drop dead babyy: well if u gert flavored ones
drop dead babyy: hahahaha
O h0W t1mE f1iES: ohh
drop dead babyy: get maple brown sugar
drop dead babyy: thats the ebesttt
O h0W t1mE f1iES: ok
O h0W t1mE f1iES: how about apples and cinnamon
O h0W t1mE f1iES: is quaker the best?
drop dead babyy: nahh i dont like that one
drop dead babyy: i guess ? thats the only brand i tried
O h0W t1mE f1iES: quaker
O h0W t1mE f1iES: what a stud
drop dead babyy: eww
drop dead babyy: hahaa did u used to watch rugrats?
drop dead babyy: when u were little
O h0W t1mE f1iES: fuck yeah
O h0W t1mE f1iES: i still watch it now
O h0W t1mE f1iES: rugrats all grown up
drop dead babyy: haha i fucking hate that
drop dead babyy: i like the og rugratss
drop dead babyy: before dil came along
drop dead babyy: fucking dick he ruined everything
O h0W t1mE f1iES: DIL!!!!!!!!!!!
drop dead babyy: anyway remember chuckie is scared of the man on the oatmeal box?
O h0W t1mE f1iES: I LOVE THAT MOTHER FUCKER.
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahaha really?
O h0W t1mE f1iES: i never watched that episode
O h0W t1mE f1iES: the one on my mind is the one where chuckie's afraid of cutting his hair
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and when he finally did he looked spiffy
drop dead babyy: ahahaha
drop dead babyy: oh yeahh and his dad got baldd
drop dead babyy: hahahaa
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahaha oh mr. finster
drop dead babyy: hahaha
drop dead babyy: talk to mee
drop dead babyy: im bored bored
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hmm
O h0W t1mE f1iES: pooky looked absoulutly divine today
O h0W t1mE f1iES: her hair was looking silkier than ever
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and her eyeliner was drawn in perfectly
drop dead babyy: yeah?
drop dead babyy: was it because shes dirty
O h0W t1mE f1iES: ....
O h0W t1mE f1iES: NO
O h0W t1mE f1iES: I BATHED HER!!!!
O h0W t1mE f1iES: MOTHER FUCKER
O h0W t1mE f1iES: pooky is beautiful
O h0W t1mE f1iES: she may be a little smelly
O h0W t1mE f1iES: but that's because of the vitamins i give her
O h0W t1mE f1iES: it says in the side effects
O h0W t1mE f1iES: that she may smell bad from time to time
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and there may be nausea, dry lips
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and..horniness
drop dead babyy: eww
O h0W t1mE f1iES: SORRY! i couldn't think of another reasonable side effect
drop dead babyy: ahahhaa
O h0W t1mE f1iES: dear child
O h0W t1mE f1iES: tell me a story
drop dead babyy: uhmm
drop dead babyy: once upon a time
drop dead babyy: there was a wind up clock
drop dead babyy: and every night before his owner went to bed he would wind up his clock so that it would set the alarm to wake him in the morning
drop dead babyy: the wind up clock loved his owner
O h0W t1mE f1iES: it was haunted!
drop dead babyy: but as time went by, the clock noticed that whenever his owner would wind him up
drop dead babyy: he would have a frown of dissapointment on his face
drop dead babyy: this made the wind up clock very sad
drop dead babyy: as more time passed by, the man sometimes didn't wind up the clock and slept through the morning
O h0W t1mE f1iES: YOU'RE NOT MAKING THIS UP
O h0W t1mE f1iES: YOU BASTARD
drop dead babyy: YES I AMM
O h0W t1mE f1iES: I WANT A BONA FIDE STORY
drop dead babyy: you homo
O h0W t1mE f1iES: oh
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahaha
drop dead babyy: this is made up
O h0W t1mE f1iES: proceed
drop dead babyy: aww youre saying its good :D
drop dead babyy: okay anyway ill continue
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahaha
drop dead babyy: the wind up clock became worried
drop dead babyy: he noticed that his owner would bring drunk women over
drop dead babyy: and they would make fuck
O h0W t1mE f1iES: whaaaaaaat
O h0W t1mE f1iES: ok
O h0W t1mE f1iES: no
O h0W t1mE f1iES: make it pleasant!
O h0W t1mE f1iES: dale there's kids over
drop dead babyy: okay fine fine scratch that part out
drop dead babyy: dale?
O h0W t1mE f1iES: haha just thought of a white farmer name
O h0W t1mE f1iES: i apologize
drop dead babyy: haha the fuck? okay
drop dead babyy: ill make it pleasantt
drop dead babyy: continue from "the wind up clock became worried"
O h0W t1mE f1iES: yes yes
O h0W t1mE f1iES: damn i need to shave my armpits
drop dead babyy: his owner became disgruntled
O h0W t1mE f1iES: DISGRUNTLED??
drop dead babyy: and he never left his room
O h0W t1mE f1iES: where are you getting these words?
drop dead babyy: he lived off of bread and the water from his sink
drop dead babyy: when he ran out of bread
drop dead babyy: he began eating the bugs that infested his dirty living quarters
O h0W t1mE f1iES: oh shit.
drop dead babyy: the owner covered his windows with newspapers and the room became a dark, depressing,...
drop dead babyy: room.
drop dead babyy: dammit i was trying to find a cool word for room
drop dead babyy: but anyway.
O h0W t1mE f1iES: HAhahaha
drop dead babyy: one day the owner began to shuffle around his room and he slowly opened his door
drop dead babyy: the wind up clock began to be excited
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and the man died
O h0W t1mE f1iES: huh
drop dead babyy: shhhhh youll see
O h0W t1mE f1iES: WHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTT
drop dead babyy: hmmm, i dont know how to end this story.
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahaha
drop dead babyy: sooo i guess its to be continued
O h0W t1mE f1iES: just say he died
drop dead babyy: okay fine, the wind up clock waited anxiously for his owners return
drop dead babyy: finally, the wind up clock heard footsteps
drop dead babyy: however, they were from more than one person.
O h0W t1mE f1iES: ...no stop there
O h0W t1mE f1iES: you nasty
O h0W t1mE f1iES: to be continued
drop dead babyy: ahaha its not nastyy
drop dead babyy: well in a sexual wayu
drop dead babyy: way*
O h0W t1mE f1iES: oh
O h0W t1mE f1iES: to be continued anyways!!!
drop dead babyy: finee
drop dead babyy: im getting a headache anyway
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahaha
O h0W t1mE f1iES: there should be a dramatic music at the "to be continued part"
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and then your face is lost in the shadows
drop dead babyy: hahaha what the hell
O h0W t1mE f1iES: ok sorry
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahaha
drop dead babyy: you gonorrhea face
drop dead babyy: dont ever bring up your horrible ideas
drop dead babyy: EVER
drop dead babyy: just kidding, i love you now suck my dick
O h0W t1mE f1iES: .....WHAAAAATT
O h0W t1mE f1iES: NO!
O h0W t1mE f1iES: mommmy
drop dead babyy: please?
O h0W t1mE f1iES: please
O h0W t1mE f1iES: not that
drop dead babyy: hahhhahahaha
O h0W t1mE f1iES: i'll be a good boy
drop dead babyy: ewww ur sick
drop dead babyy: the mom has a penis?
drop dead babyy: whats the matter with you
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahaah i was repeating a line from svu
drop dead babyy: ahahhahah how sad!
drop dead babyy: what happened?
O h0W t1mE f1iES: the mom molested his son
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and his son killed a woman who was pregnant
drop dead babyy: sickk fuhhh
drop dead babyy: sickk fuh
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and then like..he recalls one of his memory of sleeping with his mom
O h0W t1mE f1iES: it was gross
O h0W t1mE f1iES: he acts it out
drop dead babyy: mm yummy
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahah
drop dead babyy: i love when parents molest their children
O h0W t1mE f1iES: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
drop dead babyy: ahahhaaaaaaaa
O h0W t1mE f1iES: it's a fun episode!
drop dead babyy: did i ever tell you about the svu episode where the "mentally challenged" girl gets raped?
drop dead babyy: ohh, thats a classic.
O h0W t1mE f1iES: HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAH I SAW THAT ONE!
O h0W t1mE f1iES: that sick grocery man did it
drop dead babyy: haahhaha!
O h0W t1mE f1iES: and he called it "excercising"!
O h0W t1mE f1iES: hahaha
drop dead babyy: yahhhh so funny
drop dead babyy: hshahahahdajksdhasjkhdfjskdada
drop dead babyy: im really loling
O h0W t1mE f1iES: HAHAHAH eww
drop dead babyy: remember the part where shes like "it huhts"
drop dead babyy: bahahahahhahaa
O h0W t1mE f1iES: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
O h0W t1mE f1iES: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
drop dead babyy: poor girl, all she wanted was free ice cream
drop dead babyy: tsk tsk tsk...
O h0W t1mE f1iES: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
O h0W t1mE f1iES: man
O h0W t1mE f1iES: that was probably one of the best episodes of svu
drop dead babyy: seriouslyyyy
O h0W t1mE f1iES: all the other episodes couldn't match that one
O h0W t1mE f1iES: that's why the ratings went down
O h0W t1mE f1iES: after the handicapp one
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global warming can suck a fat p33n, seriously.
everyone should buy hybrid cars so we don't have to suffer anymore D:
or something, i can't take this anymoreeeeeee D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:
p.s-ihop is pretty good :]
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so, i've been m.i.a from livejournal for a while but i don't think anybody noticed D:.
anyway, just a little update on my life. i came back from arizona last monday, the trip was interesting. thankfully i didn't get that dark despite me being the desert and everything. living off of 3-4 hours of sleep every night was killer, eating sandwiches for breakfast, lunch, and dinner was unpleasant. but other than that it was cool :D haha. i made new friends, this one girl vanessa and her brother hugo are the ones i got most close to though. and wouldn't you know, our first conversation was about music. i kinda hate that, how now like if i'm in a situation where nobody knows each other i'll only attract like the people that look like they know what the scene is. but it's better than nothing i guess. anyway, onto hugo, i really enjoyed talking with him because he's one of those guys where you see that he has so much potential in life but like hes just stuck in the wrong neighborhood and he has all the right morals and everything, but his priorities are just mixed up. like he's such a good artist and he writes REALLY good poetry, it's not like the others where its like when you read it you're like "...oh, uhh thats good...?" to be nice, you could tell like he really had talent for it. [although he mispelled quite a few words ;D] i don't know i just wanted to help him out, because he was saying how he really wanted to get his life together and stop doing drugs and all that. so i'm hoping that the talks we had were somewhat helpful to him. well you're probably wondering what i was doing in arizona, i went with a couple of churches to help the kids out there because basically they're really fucked up. and if they were willing, we would help them become christians and stuff. but yeah, like we were on the navajo reservation , and noo none of them lived in teepees or anything like that theyre just normal people. but i talked to a few teens and like they ALL weren't virgins and the bad part is, they all lost it when they were like 11 or 12. because they either felt like they had to, or they were raped. most of them do drugs, and every month at least one teen on the reservation commits suicide. so i tried helping them as much as i can, and i hope i made somewhat of a difference. so lately, i've just been hanging out with friends and life has been weird. but hey i deal with it. it's pretty chill i suppose. well i'm sure that whoever is reading this is tired, because i am tired for just typing this. so i'm dunzo for now.
-michelle
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[26 May 2006|10:12pm] |
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hello.
so as you may already know i'm leaving for korea [and possibly japan] tomorrow morning around 9. it still hasn't really hit me yet though, i guess once i get there i'll be excited. the thought of sitting in one seat for 13 hours is making me cringe, i'll probably go insane. so my plan is to not sleep tonight so that when i get to the airport i'll just knock out on the plane and sleep for most of the ride. smart no? i can't believe my cousins getting married, i wonder if she even truly loves her fiance or if its just for the cash money. ? . well anyway they'll be having an exciting honeymoon because my sister and i bought her like 30 pairs of underwear and no thats not an exaggerated number. well i will miss a lot of people while i'm gone, no myspace!, no telephone. uh ohhh. i love you all bye.
[p.s- look forward to my journal entry when i come back with lots and lots of pictures from my trip!]
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[15 May 2006|10:24pm] |
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ohh how i love my life.
everything looks like it'll be turning out just splendid.
-i end my junior year in about 3 weeks.
-i'm trying my best to raise up my grades [there's always room for imporovement right?]
-my friends and i are bonding and getting all closer. its cute :] AND there's nooo drama that i have to be in the middle of
-i love my boyfriend more than ever.
-i'm leaving the country for my cousin's wedding in a little over a week and i'll be staying there for about a week on vacation so i get to miss school :D
-i passed my permit test
-i made peer counseling :D
ohh joy :], i just hope things will stay as they are. i'm really excited for senior year because 1. i'll have a liscense and a car and my parents will be paying for my gas
2.i'll find a job for summer and work during my senior year = ca$h money.
3.i'll have really chill classes.
1.t.a-priest
2.business math [i know i won't fail this math class]
3.eng 4 [idk if i'm doing ap or not]
4.econ/civics
5.peer counseling
thanks for reading :], you'll definitely be hearing from me if all of this goes to shit <3
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[27 Apr 2006|11:30pm] |
heyyy everyone
these past few days have been really good. once again i'm in love with life and everything in it.
idk, things have just been a lot better and i feel like along with all those bad vibes, bad karma, they all totaled up together and just got off my shoulders. everything just feels better now.
i've been hanging out with my friends a lot. and i couldn't love them more. things with dave are good.
things with my family are pretty good. and i'm working on my grades. here are pictures for you to enjoy :]
[they're from a picnic that jena & i had]
 our pitiful but cute blanket with mcdonalds on it.
 the fatass with a mcnugget in her mouth
 our feet bahaahha mine are the sick long ones
 diving for our really exciting big blue ball
 me eating shit
 just happy
 yes we 143 each other
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[11 Apr 2006|01:38pm] |
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hayyyy everyone.
so it's my spring break. w00t. it sure as hell doesn't feel like it though. this weekend has been pretty tough. as you may have heard, dave a.k.a bob </a> was in the hospital over the weekend. so i spent most of my time over there just being there for him. he finally came home on sundayy soo i hung out there and did the same on monday. but he is doing great soo thanks for everyones prayers and stuff. so today, i woke up and watched a LOT of television [i watched yo momma] haha and full house. and hopefully i'll get a new phone today. i think i've been really good about that! i haven't complained about lugging around that hideous brick phone around. even though breaking my phone was my fault in the first place. on another note. i really miss my best friend melissa. </a>
we just talked a few minutes ago and we both agreed that things haven't been the same lately, and we both totally understand why though. but all that is going to change, i love her to death & she'll always be my baby-girl :] hahah i'm so gay i know. stfu. but anywayyy hopefully i'll hang out with friends today and go nuts! </a> its my spring break for crying out loud mo' fuckas. peace ♥
p.s- they are both my objects of obsession
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1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
yep :]
2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
probably my current one.
3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
20 bucks from my grandma today
4. Ever dropped a cell phone?
too many times
5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
hahaha. if running counts then like a week ago.
6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
1.clothes definitely.
2.food
3.entertainment
7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
a piece of bread with milk :]
8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
face and clothes
9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
hmm, thats a hard one. but the one song i can never get sick of is such great heights
10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
walnut ridge
11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:
attending-walnut high
12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
cingular.
13. FAVORITE MALL STORE(S):
nordstroms
14.LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
haha uhh like 2 months?
15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
probably
16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
sadly yes
17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
hmm, maybe 2 years ago? but i will be attending my cousins in may in japan!
18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
davey crockett
20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
taco bell
21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE HEARD?
hmm too many to name just one
23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
anywhere thats good
24. CAN YOU COOK?
if i have directions haha
25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
n/a D:
26. BEST KISSER?
my hand hahaha
27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
not that long ago
28. MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
pho. siick
29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
i'm always myself
30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
i'm a lazy fuckaaa
32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?
like 4 hours or something
33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
hmmmmm. this is a toughie, probably girl, interrupted
34. CAN YOU SING?
i'm not tone deaf but i'm no mandingo [inside joke]
35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDENDED
between the buried and me [ i saw tommy's butt crack <3] with everytime i die and some other stupid bands that i don't care to name
36. LAST KISS?
wednesday
37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
sid & nancy
38. THING(S) YOU NEVER LEAVE HOME WITHOUT?
cellular phone, and my gigantic purse
39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?
hawaii <3<3<3
41. DO YOU LIKE CHINESE FOOD?
occasionally
42. IS YOUR ROOM CLEAN?
never
43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?
desktop comp.
44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?
uhh dave chapelle i guess
45. DO YOU SMOKE?
nein
46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
with
47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
niko
48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?
if you want it to
49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
0 cause i don't drive
50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
pancakes
51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
yeah, i don't like really strong coffee though it gives me a headache
52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
not runny
53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?
no but i still like reading horoscopes and stuff
54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
david
55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?
my sister
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?
idk, i delete my messages after i get them
57. MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING?
neither
58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?
two
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
black basketball shorts with a white t-shirt. i'm gorgeous
60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC OR SONG?
now i've caught my hands in the death machine
61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?
strawberry
62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
yes :]
63. CAN YOU SWIM?
i don't sink
64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
rainbow sherbert but it got discontinued at 31 flavors D: those assholes
65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
the song
66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF?
i like smelling people. only if they smell good though
68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?
yeah
69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
summmerrrrr
70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
today in second period with jena haha
71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
7:10 a.m
72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?
christmas break
73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
neverrrr i don't drive leave me aloneee
75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
i named my dog lucky and my sister named hers sparky hahahha
76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
dirty
77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
friday-hanging out with my husband
saturday-swap meet w/ linz and jenn
sunday-church and then disneyland with my girlies
78. BIRTHDATE:
march 7th
79. WHAT DO YOU WANT IT TO BE:
i think the questions supposed to be what i want to be either:
a tight street artist
a pop artist
fashion designer
or a !#$@%#$#$%$###!@#@!#@#!@#! you'll never know ;]
85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
no
86. ARE YOU SMILING?
haha awkward.. no i am not
88. DO YOU HAVE ON EYELINER?:
yes
89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
yes
90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
i would go to barcelona
91. DO YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?
yepp
92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?
yepp
93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
why yes
94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
girl: amelie :] or kate
boy: jake or sean
95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?
brown with little cream colored hearts and i have a pink one
96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?
i believe so
97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?
nope
98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?
nooooooo D:
99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
yarr
100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?
yethhh
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dear --
i'm not supposed to write your anymore cuz everytime i do, you never write back, and then i feel bad. i got this friend now, she's like, my counselor and i tell her everything. she says, "if you wanna feel bad, write --" she says that after two years, healthy people move on, and that i don't really love you anymore, i just think i do because i have a tendency to wanna feel bad in order to punish myself, because i feel guilty that i didn't do better when you were my girl. she says i have to forgive myself; and everytime we talk, she keeps using the word acceptance, like 58 billion times. it's real fucking annoying. she keeps telling me that nothing in this world happens by mistake, so if "me and you" aren't "me and you" anymore, it's because its not a mistake and it's supposed to be like that. she tells me people do what they wanna do, and they don't do what they don't wanna do.and that if you wanted to write me bacl, you would, but you don't wanna, so you don't. and she also says that if i wanted to be a better boyfriend, i woulda been, but i wasn't. she tells me i'm a good guy and taht i did the best i could and that i will learn from the experience in the future. sometimes i try to artgue with her, but she always wins cuz shes smarter than me and all her arguments make sense, and all my arguments don't make sense to anyone but drunks and the metnally ill people that i work with down at this place. "i don't wanna learn from the future, i just wanna learn from now" and she tells me, "if you really wanted --so bad, then how come you never went down there to try to get her?" i told her i did try, but you wouldn't see me and she tells me that i should have insisted on seeing you, but that i didn't insist because of 2 reasons: either i knew it was really over and seeing you would confirm it and i didn't want it to be confirmed, OR, i didn't insist because i really in my heart wanted to get back with you. i just thought i did. she says that since i hurt you the first time we broke up, and also the second time we broke up, that now i wnan get hurt back because i feel its what i deserve and also because i think i have to be punished or something cuz i come from a real fucked up mountain family where everyone's nice but real fucked up... anyways, thats why i haven't written you for a while, it's not because you're not in my heart the truth is, you're never too far away from my thoughts and don't think i'm unhealthy, or a stalker, or a junkie, or anything crazy. i love you--, and as long as i love you, i'm gnona love you no matter what anyone s ays. --, i know this girl who had a messed up time with her boyfriend and then they got back together, but then she walked awaybecause even though she still loved him, and even though she still really wanted to be with him, she just couldn't cuz she still really wanted to be with him, she just coulnd;t cuz she said that something had been broken and that it couldn't be fixed even though she wished it could and it killed her cause it didn't. maybe i broke something with you,--, and it can't be fixed. i don't know. --, i can picture us real old sitting on a porch somewhere, and when i look into your eyes, its the exact same as they've always been. and i smile at you, and you smile at me.and i quietly think to myself how im without question the luckiest son of a bitch in the whole entire world. and then you take my hand, and we dont say anything but i feel your old hand against my old and is all the confirmation ill ever need/ because our hands are old and rickety and lined and scarred and gnarledd and broken, but crease for crease, line for line, gnarl for gnarl. like some old puzzle, our old hands. they fit clean.theres a lot of stuff that people know, but theres also a lot of stuff no one can tell you, and the stuff no one can tell you is the most important stuff to know. and even if i never get to see you or smell you or feel you or love you again, it'll be okay. i just want you to know that you were and are like that old song "first.last. everything' not in a bad way --, but in the only way that really matters. and tell that --- he can bang me around all he fuckin wants, sooner or later, his arms will get pretty tired. i was dumb --, and im probably still dumb. but maybe if you look into my eyes, you'll see that i changed. and all i'm saying is that i'm more than willing to take a beating from ---, to find out.
all my love, ---.
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i wish i didn't exist.
that is fucking all.
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dave left for a road trip with his brother on saturdayy and i already miss him like crazy. i didn't know it was going to be this hard... on saturday i went to my comp class then shortly after i got my septum pierced with my sister wesley boothe. i'm still not used to having mine, it feels like i have a huge booger in my nose that i can't get out. then after that we went to the haven of todays generation of confused little children otherwise known as "hot topic" to look for smaller rings because the one we got pierced with is just a tad bigger than what i wanted. so we bought some and then i hung out with laura and for a while we didn't know what we were going to do but we decided to hang out with mr majors and then he came up with going to irvine spectrum. then it started raining and i don't like rain because i get really cold so i was like D: because i was just going to get more sick. so we went to go eat at red robin and we just talked about really random things the whole time.
then on the way home i fell asleep [sorry guys :/] then when i woke upp we were on our way to starbucks. then i got a tall warm caramel apple cider and then laura dropped me off at home because i was soofa king tired and i felt like i caught the black lung. then as i was trying to open my door i was juggling a take-out box, my bag, my key, and my drink in my hands[it was inevitable that something was going to drop] and it had to be my perfectly new and delicious starbucks beverage. why do things like that always happen to me haha shiiiet. so the next day i went to church and then i hung out with melissa and amber. we went to go get my nails done, then we went to go look for sadies stuff, then there was this random ghetto little fair in the parking lot of puente hills mall and even though it was like negative 52974934 degrees outside we decided to be little girls and go. then we rode this ride that i thought was going to get electrocuted with the rain and all. but we made it out unharmed, then mel and amber rode this ferris wheel but then the little chairs didnt stay put with the wheel, it like spun all crazyyy soo i sat out for that one ;]. then todayy school just seemed so much longer than usual but after school i went with my mom to go register for driving school [finally!!!] and then we went shopping for a little bit. that pretty much sums up what i've been up to lately. sooo in conclusion i love my mom, and i love my friends, i love dave. thanks for readinggg
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so my birthday is around the corner. it doesn't feel like it though 17 is a lame age, nothing really happens oh i get to go into r-rated movies legally now whoopee. oh & theres always: they only want you when your seventeen, when you're twenty-one you're no fun [hahhaa anywayyy]
sadiess is coming up soon too! i'm really excited for that little sucker. melissa asked me to be her date today :D. [sorry davey if walnut was nice and let outsiders come to sadies you would have been my date obviously.]
anyway the theme is "western" its kind of ugly. but we can make it work. better than last years theme eww.
i think me,lin,and mel are going to be native americansss yeahhhhh but if that doesnt work outt we're just going to buy some daisy dukes and wear cowboy boots. with a little flannel shirt
well this entry pretty much sucked nuts ohwell peace f00lzzzzzzzz
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so last night when i got home i found out my cousin is in jail i won't say for what, it's pretty bad though i'll just leave it at that. and he called my sister cell phone yesterday cause he was like lonely or whatever. that's really fucking depressing.
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